Tuesday, August 11, 2026

Velocity of Impact

Velocity of Impact:8-11-2026; Riley Chambers

The day started like every other day. The sun was rising, and the cat was lying at my feet, purring. The creaking of my bedroom door awoke me from my nightly slumber.
“Goooooodddd Moooorrrrrniiinnng,” my dad said to me, apparently quoting one of his favorite movies.
But I had no idea. I just stayed still, pulling the covers over my face to pretend to be asleep. I was waiting for that perfect moment when he bent down to shake my leg. The second he tried to wake me, I would jump and yell, “BOOOO!”
He would grab his chest. “OH, MY GOODNESS, you scared me!” he’d say. I knew deep down that I really didn’t scare him, but it always put a smile on both of our faces.
“It’s time to wake up,” my dad said. “This is the last day of school this week. Then you can relax.” He paused, looking down at me. “Hey, I know we usually talk about what you want for breakfast before bedtime. Since you got to bed a little later than usual, we didn’t talk about it. Anything sound good?”
I rolled my eyes, sinking deeper into my pillow. “Ugh, I don’t know, Dad, you decide. I just want to go back to sleep.”
“Oh, I’m right there with you, son. I would love to as well,” he replied. “But sleep doesn’t pay the bills.”
We went downstairs so I could eat before starting the day. At the time, I didn’t really think about everything Dad did just to get my morning moving. He started rambling off a list of options to see what sounded good to me. Even though I had told him, “You decide,” he still wanted me to choose something I would actually enjoy.
After each food he named, a flat "No" was my response.
“You need to pick something,” he said, and I could hear his breathing get heavier through his nose. “I need you to pick something. I have more things to do before I take you to school.”
“You want some cereal? That would be the quickest.”
“FINE,” I snapped.
He quickly poured me a bowl of cereal with milk, set it on the table, and immediately turned around to try to complete his tasks.
“Can I have some more milk in my bowl?” I called out, just as he was about to do something else.
Without hesitation, he went back to the refrigerator, got the milk, and poured a little more into my bowl. After returning the carton, he went right back to his own morning rush.
As I was eating, Dad got my backpack from the closet and brought it to the kitchen. He grabbed my lunchbox and proceeded to make my lunch. Knowing how much I loved pizza, he asked if that was fine.
“Uh, yeah,” I mumbled.
He packed the lunch, checked my bag to make sure it was ready for the day, and filled my water bottle. He placed the backpack by the front door so it would not be forgotten. Then he ran upstairs, grabbed the clothes I was going to wear, and came back down.
“Almost done?” he asked.
“Can I have a little more?” I answered, pointing to the empty bowl.
He stopped, took a breath, and went to the pantry to get the box. He poured me a little more, then kept moving. Next, he started tying up the trash bags, as it was trash day and the truck sometimes came early. As he came back inside from taking the trash can to the curb, he noticed that I wasn’t eating anymore.
“Done?” he asked.
“Yes, I can’t eat another bite,” I replied.
He grabbed my bowl and looked at the clock. “Okay, I’ll give you five minutes to let it settle, then we need to hustle and go.”
As the time kept ticking, I dragged a blanket onto the couch, trying to get as comfortable as possible for those five minutes.
Then Dad said, “Okay, one more minute.”
“What? Seriously?” I shot back.
“Son, just because you slow down doesn’t mean time does.”
“I know,” I said, my voice completely deflated.
He grabbed the remote control and clicked the television off. I got up to go through the motions of getting ready—which, looking back, wasn’t much effort at all. After brushing my teeth, I gave Mom a hug, told her I loved her, and wished her a good day. Dad and I walked out the front door, and I asked him if I could grab the light jacket I kept in my backpack. Sometimes it got cold in class, so it paid to be prepared.
“Of course,” he replied. He grabbed my bag, took it out, and we headed to the car.
Usually on the way to school, Dad and I would talk about random things, but they would always be something I could learn from. Sometimes it was the type of clouds in the sky, or the types of fish we caught when we went fishing. Our conversations usually continued until we reached the front of the school.
When we arrived, we stopped and carried out our daily ritual. I gave Dad a huge hug, and then we did our secret handshake. After that, I told him I loved him and to have a good day. He stayed in that exact spot, watching, until I was safely inside the building.
Once inside, I headed upstairs to my classroom. The day went just like any other day—just a full day of learning with nothing out of the ordinary. Or, as Dad would sometimes say, it was “nothing to write home about.”
Every day after the school bell rang, I went to an after-school program at the school. I would usually be there for about an hour and a half before Dad came to pick me up.
As the minutes ticked by, however, there was no sign of my dad, or my mom. Even though there was no clock in the gym or outside, I knew it was much later than usual. I asked the after-school teachers if they had heard anything from them. They said no, but they assured me they were probably just running late and that everything was okay.
If they haven't heard anything, how can they know? I thought to myself.
So, I sat down outside at one of the picnic tables and waited.
As more time passed, I heard my name crackle over the teacher’s walkie-talkie. Yes, I thought.
I ran inside, grabbed my backpack, and hurried toward the exit. I tried to look through the glass as I neared the door, because Dad was always standing right there, waving to me with a smile on his face.
But this time, it wasn’t Dad. It wasn’t Mom, either.
It was my sister. When the door opened, I noticed her eyes were completely bloodshot.
“What’s wrong?” I asked, my heart dropping. “Where’s Dad?”
“We’ll talk in the car,” she whispered, her voice choking.
As I got in the car, I buckled up, and we pulled away from the school.
“What’s going on?” I demanded. “Were you crying?”
“There was an accident,” she replied, her knuckles white on the steering wheel. “Dad is in the hospital.”
“What? What kind of accident? Where’s Mom?”
“Mom is fine. She’s at Dad’s bedside,” she said, tears finally spilling over. “But it’s not good.”
“What happened?” I asked, holding back tears.
“He had to run to the office downtown this morning,” she said, her voice shaking. “On his way home... a car hit him on the highway. It happened so fast. They said he didn't even have time to react.”
As we pulled into the hospital parking lot next to the ER, I unbuckled and reached for the door handle, but my sister yelled, “WAIT!”
“You can’t just run in there. You have to prepare yourself,” she said, hiding her face in her hands. “He’s bad—he’s really bad. They have him in a medical coma right now.”
“What’s that?” I asked, my chest tightening.
“They put him to sleep with medicine. Because the pain and the damage... it's too bad.”
As we walked into the waiting room, the heavy double doors to the emergency room were swinging shut. For a split second, I saw my mom through the narrowing crack. Our eyes locked, and I let out the loudest scream: “MOM!!!”
I lunged forward to force the doors open myself, but my mom pushed them open from the other side. She grabbed my sister and me, squeezing us into the tightest, most desperate hug she had ever given us.
“You can’t go back there right now,” she wept, holding my head against her shoulder. “You’re not old enough. They won’t let you.”
I buried my face in her shirt, the cold air of the hospital hallway giving me a burning sensation on my tear-soaked face. I reached down and gripped the strap of my backpack, feeling the outline of the light jacket that I had asked my dad if I could take out of my bag just hours before. I closed my eyes, desperately wishing I could slow down the clock, realizing too late that time never slows down for anyone.

Wednesday, July 29, 2026

The Postbox Paradigm

 The Postbox Paradigm


As your eyes slowly close,

 Into a dream filled slumber.

Lego under toes,

 Your mind starts to wander.

 Then your legs start drifting,

 Towards the street they go.

 To that postbox your feet start shifting,

 It appears full but who's to know.

 You grab the lever,

 With a smile so wide.

 Nothing can make this glee be severed,

 Or your thrill be cast aside.

 You open the box,

 And to your dismay.

 Loudly, blares your alarm clock,

 You are now awake. 

Friday, June 26, 2026

Saltwater Stitches

 

Tears fill the holes in a heart left by those who meant the most. And that's okay.

 

- Riley Chambers 6-2026

Wednesday, May 13, 2026

faults in the reflection

 

People get mad at me
When I say what they see,
Not what they say.
Maybe what they think?
Because, sometimes,
It’s no fun being me.
I had always been told
It’s who I should always be.


Monday, April 13, 2026

The harvest of listening

 The harvest of listening


When you think you're alone,

In a field of your thoughts,

Feeling like an unknown,

Where just an ear is sought.

So when someone is there,

Who is having a hard time,

Just show that you care,

They are still in their prime.

—-Riley Chambers 4-12-26

(Just a poem, not autobiographical)
Photo taken by my youngest son 



Thursday, April 2, 2026

Never trust a junkie.....

I think everyone who knows me is aware of my fandom for the Sex Pistols. It goes back as far as I can remember, listening to them on Z-Rock back in the day during one of "Crankin' Craig's" shows. I’ve always been fascinated by the band, its members, and the story behind their brief career.

Back then, because I didn't have the access to information I do now, I lacked a full understanding of the life Sid Vicious lived—albeit a very short one—and the way he died. When I was younger, I idolized him for the look and demeanor I saw at the time. However, as I grew older and moved past that adolescent mindset, my perspective changed. For a long time, I held negative thoughts about him because he was an addict.

The more I read, the more interviews I heard, and the more background I learned about how things really played out, the more my outlook shifted. I used to think he was just an addict who died doing stupid things and that it was entirely his fault. I always believed that if you’re an addict—no matter the substance—it is totally up to you to quit and seek the help you need. Over the years, I’ve realized that under certain circumstances, the blame can be divided.

Specifically, regarding Sid Vicious and his addiction: When Sid joined the band, he wasn’t addicted to heroin. Technically, his name wasn’t even Sid Vicious; Johnny Rotten named him after his hamster, who (in Rotten's words) had no teeth and couldn’t fight his way out of a paper crisp bag. But once Sid met certain people and started trying things to fit in, it led to his addiction. He began leading a life that changed him into someone who didn’t seem to fit his original character.

Malcolm McLaren, the manager of the Sex Pistols, took Sid's naivety and exploited it. He made Sid feel like he was the "bad boy" and that nothing could stop him. McLaren put that image in his head, and Sid started to believe it. The drug addiction only amplified the persona he became. From everything I have read, almost everyone around him fed that addiction—whether it was the people he hung around with, Malcolm, Nancy Spungen, or even his own mother.

This leads to my updated view on where to place the blame. As I originally said, a person is responsible for their own life. If someone needs to quit, they must want to quit before they can overcome that addiction. But if the addiction is so severe that they cannot stop on their own, they need a support system. They need a friend or family member to help them find a light at the end of the tunnel that isn’t an oncoming train. In Sid's case, I don't believe he had that. In retrospect, he had more enablers than people who genuinely wanted to help him. It’s those enablers who should carry most of the guilt of a friend’s demise. 

Saturday, July 26, 2025

Benevolent

Benevolent

Riley Chambers 07-26-2025

There once was a man,
He was a friend of mine,
Til I caught him in my car
Trying to steal my alpine.

Now wait a minute, no 
That’s not the way it goes.
His name was Fred Rogers.  
From one of my favorite shows.

He taught me how to be kind,
That it’s ok to be myself, 
How to unwind,
And how to ask for help.

But it wasn’t just Fred
That helped me feel seen,
It was Officer Clemmons
And Betty Aberlin.
 
Handyman Negri was there,
And X the owl.
Take a journey on Trolley
To see Lady Elaine Fairchilde.

As our neighbors grew older,
And so did we,
The imprint on our hearts
Will forever be seen.

So with a speedy delivery 
From Mr. McFeely,
From one neighbor to another:
Remember
1.4.3 

Wednesday, November 20, 2024

Culpable

This is the way,

As they say,

As to what happens tomorrow

And the following days.


But who am I?

Be that as it may-

Just a nobody,

Who’s tired of their game.


So when the time comes,

And you see,

That truth is not what they say,

Don’t reach out to me.

Because I no longer give a damn.

This is the way. 

Wednesday, June 26, 2024

psychological disparagement

 He only loves you

When you're a fan of his.

Walking barefoot in the kitchen

Spreading mayo on the sandwiches.

Deep down you always know.

That this was always 

Just a plan of his.

I know it hurts to hear,

Because this person is

Who you made your future plans with.

But you spread love from love,

Not from taken advantages

Relationships should be 

Simpatico

Not just in a dream 

or theoretical

 or hypothetical

Even though they're words

eventually they can become medical 

You give it your all

But he always asks more from you

No compassion no empathy 

Just the spinning of a hate filled cocoon


Wednesday, September 20, 2023

Riley's Doctor Who Adventure.



 

This was originally published in the Doctor Who Appreciation Society's publication Cosmic Masque. I wrote this about my once in a lifetime trip to Cardiff, Wales to visit the Doctor Who Experience with my daughter.

On the ninth of September 2017, my daughter and I had the opportunity to visit the Doctor Who Experience in Cardiff, Wales. For those “Who” are unaware of what that is, it’s an interactive exhibition that showcases Doctor Who with various costumes and props from the show. It starts off with a short film starring Peter Capaldi, recorded specifically for the Experience. A guide takes you through a 30 minute(ish) adventure following the Doctor’s instructions and takes you to the Tardis console and other sets including awaking Daleks. Your goal, obviously, save the planet and save the Tardis. Once the day is saved, a door opens to the museum and you are free to roam and look at the costumes, props, etc. from various series of the show. You were able to see costumes and props from just about every Doctor, companion, & villain. There is also (as there is always) a gift shop (You have a little shop. I love a little shop. ) that offers a variety of Doctor Who souvenirs you can purchase. Since the day my daughter and I attended was the last day it was open, souvenirs were slim pickings. I was able to buy an official companion guide (Program) and an autographed print of Camille Coduri (aka Jackie Tyler).

There were also a multitude of costumed people walking around the inside as well of outside of the Experience, which made it even more interactive. It was really cool to see live Cybermen, Whisper Men, and even one of Mrs. Rossiter’s Peg Dolls (And it was actually Nathalie Cuzner in the costume) walking around the exhibit. Since the last day was sold out, the Experience asked to limit your time within to only 2.5 hours. So my daughter and I made sure we had seen everything in triplicate. A friend of mine (who actually bought our tickets to the DWE) messaged me saying that there was someone I had to meet before I left. Well we were already downstairs. He told me I had to meet Jamie Hill. I knew that Jamie played the Foretold in the Doctor Who episode Mummy on the Orient Express, and the Monk in Extremis, The Pyramid at the End of the World and The Lie of the Land. Well to my surprise Jamie was also a manager at the Experience. I asked the guy in the gift shop if Jamie was around. He told me he should be right inside the exhibit. I told him I couldn’t go back in because of the no in and out policy. I also told him where we hailed from. He was really shocked and excited that we traveled all the way from Texas. He said follow me. And he proceeded to take me back in the exhibit to Jamie. Jamie was actually giving an interview with Christel Dee for the Doctor Who Fan Show. So I waited until he was through and the guy introduced me to Jamie and told him where I was from. We spoke for a couple minutes. I didn’t want to take up too much of his time as technically he was working. But he was a really cool guy. He took a couple photos with me and signed a photo for me with no problem.

So I headed back downstairs to my daughter and we stopped and had a snack in The Blue Box Café’ downstairs. I had seen Christel in the lobby downstairs. We chatted for a couple minutes (just an extremely nice person) and we took a couple photos together. As my daughter and I were sitting there my friend Tom had messaged me saying that he just had seen on tv that Nick Briggs was inside doing an interview. Nick does the voice of the Daleks. Well unfortunately as I said before the Experience is a no in and out policy. So I couldn’t go back in and get him. But…I could go back into the gift shop which happens to be where the exit is. Lol. My daughter and I went back to the shop and not two minutes later he came out. I got his attention and he signed a photo for me as well and took a photo with me. I told him where we came from and he asked if any of my family were affected by Hurricane Harvey and he expressed deep concern for Texas. We spoke for about five minutes and he was on his way. And so was my daughter and I. We went outside to take a walk around Cardiff Bay to see some of the filming locations of Doctor Who. Before we left, we kept hearing that there was going to be a big sendoff of the Experience. Actors and actresses and writers and directors who frequently visited the Experience would be making an appearance. Just a few that were rumored was Peter Capaldi, Pearl Mackie, and the hilarious Matt Lucas. It was going to have a proper farewell. So we waited and waited and waited. After the last tour went in, they had everyone make their way outside and they locked the doors. Everyone hung around outside expecting something to happen or someone to show up. But alas nothing happened. The crowd kept getting smaller and smaller. Finally we decided to leave and take in the sites and grab a bite to eat.

This was just an all-around great Experience.  From the actual Doctor Who Experience to the BBC Studios across the street to the sights and everything. But I am glad I was able to spend the time and share the “experience” with my awesome daughter Sydnie. And though it’s been some time now since we’ve been there, it still seems like yesterday. And I’m sure the memories will stay like that forever.




Friday, March 31, 2023

Larry Storch

 


Just wanted to share. Many might remember actor Larry Storch from his performance as Corp. Agarn in the hilarious 60's comedy F-Troop. Larry also guest starred in many other wonderful productions. A few being Gilligan's Island, Gomer Pyle, and Married with Children. Larry also did a wide variety of voice over work. A few being Underdog ,Tennessee Tuxedo, The Groovie Ghoulies, and also in Scooby Doo meets Batman where is voiced The Joker. Some may not know (Some will) that Larry also did voice over work for McDonalds. He was the very first voice of The Hamburglar as well as the long gone character Captain Crook (which I remember from my youth). Sadly we lost Larry last year at the age of 99. Larry always cared about his fans. He along with his friend Matt would sell his autographed photos and other items (Including the occasional Funko Pop) A couple years before Larry passed I was able to get a Hamburglar on signed. Well, after Larry's passing, Matt got with his family and closest friends with the remaining items Larry had signed. He had them take what they wanted and he was going to continue selling the rest until they were gone. I always wanted a Captain Crook one signed in red. Matt told me he thinks there was one left that was signed in red. And I claimed it. I wanted red so it would pair well with my Hamburglar one signed in yellow. As Ronald McDonalds clothes are mainly red and yellow. Well it made it in today and it looks awesome and looks really good with the Hamburglar one. I'm glad I was able to get this. I love it.




Thursday, September 15, 2022

Glen Matlock

 



Though there is some discrepancy regarding the reason for original Sex Pistols bassist Glen Matlock’s departure, two things remain true: first, Glen and Johnny did not get along—a rift fueled by Malcolm McLaren, who intentionally stoked tension between band members to create the animosity he felt solidified their image—and second, Glen’s contribution to Never Mind the Bollocks was immense. While he only performed bass on 'Anarchy in the U.K.,' he is a credited songwriter on 10 of the 12 tracks. His replacement, Sid Vicious, appeared on only one track, 'Bodies' (and that was minimal). Guitarist Steve Jones performed the majority of the bass work on the album.
Regardless of the perspective, Glen was vital to the band's history. Steve Jones once noted the group likely would have recorded more albums had Matlock stayed and had they avoided the infamous Bill Grundy interview. While Glen was the primary musical catalyst, his departure led to Sid Vicious. It remains a historical debate whether the band would have achieved legendary status without that specific chaos. Replacing Glen with the iconic Sid, releasing only one album, and the eventual breakup is what ultimately defined their legacy.
As most who know me are aware, I am a lifelong fan of the Sex Pistols. My friend Dave is no different. He recently managed to obtain a signed copy of an EP by Glen Matlock titled Sexy Beast. Released in 2017, it features an awesome lineup: Earl Slick on guitar, Slim Jim Phantom (of the Stray Cats) on drums, and Jim Lowe on bass. Dave gave this to me as a gift, and it is also signed by Earl Slick. To say this is awesome would be an understatement; with Matlock's autograph, I now have the autographs of three of the original Sex Pistols. Thank you, my friend!